Manipulate!

everyone's changing

// Wednesday, July 06, 2005 11:05 PM

she's changed.. drastically.. the smirk on her face says it all.. prob is.. it's only six months.. six months and she has changed so much..

she used to be cheerful, humble and we cld toki and tok.. but now.. the topics we talk about seems strained.. as though neither of us wanted to talk to each other..

maybe stan's right.. maybe i read too much into small, minor thingx.. but i feel tt thingx are certain not the same anymore..

take daniel 4 instance.. he's.. well a totally diff ppl.. he wasn;t like tt in sec 2.. okay.. maybe he was.. but it wasn't tt bad.. at least not till tt extend..

heng kiat is even worse.. he jux changed in like 3 mths??

3 freaking mthnx..

how can 3 freaking mths b all it takes to turn into a totaly diff ppl?? it's unbelievable..

crap. this is total crap..

js, anothny are all chnging.. maybe hidhir will b changing next.. i dunno wat to expect anymore.. i dunno wat to hold on to... are they the ones changing or am i the one??

i dun understand.. is it true tt we wun b able to revert back to who we truly were in 2/8 n enjoy ourselves once more?? or is it tt we were nvr our true self in 2/8??

if ten years later, we were to haf a gathering, how in the world will everyone act.. it wld b so gan ka...

haix... or is it tt i'm jux too childish? too adamant to hold on to the past?

i'll miss the ghost of all of them.. the 2/8 national days.. the songx tt we sung.. the days tt we had..

all the small thingx...

and i'll nvr 4get them..