Manipulate!

love?

// Wednesday, July 27, 2005 10:46 PM

he smsed me and interrupted my playing sonata in a by mozart...

he felt tt life was meaningless as his gal dun care bout him etc etc..

i was like o.0.. dun you tink u haf come to the wrong ppl??

i was nvr one to stead, nvr one to confess tt i have a crush on anyone and you came to ask me about love??!! wth?

nvr did i believe in love at this stage of life. to me, everything's 4 play, to make a joke of (well, xcept my "o"s) now tt i'm sixteen, these "playtime" seems to get more and more precious.. no wasting of these precious time 4 me, thank you very much..

he, like many others den asked.. have you been in love?? it was lucky tt he was smsing me or i wud haf kicked him..

yes, i love my parents. happy??

he jux gave a diaox face..

like wateva...

tt's why i dun understand y she is always on the lookout 4 the other him... making sure tt her hairs perfect and gettin herself all worked up.. wat 4 man? he might not notice you anyway... she always say tt i dun understand.. well of course i dun understand... i dun understand how his happiness can make her so high, how his every actions affect her so much.. it's scary to watch...

she always says.. as long as i can catch a glimsp of him, it's worth it.. awwwwwwww.. touching.. but isn't this going to cause you more heartache??

it's hard to let go, tt i noe.. it took me 3 yrs jux to let go.. but frm personal experience, i noe tt as the yrs go by, it gets harder n harder...

time is jux too precious to have a heartache or go pak tou... rather use my time to play badminton or play the organ.. as you see, everything is play to me... once the big 1-7 comes, i doubt be anytime 4 tt.. so 4 now.. spare me those crushes talk.. i am no les but i dun haf a crush on anyone either... unless it's 4 fun den.... ^^.. let's take it step by step kaex//