Manipulate!

The great thoughts of me!!

// Monday, March 27, 2006 1:11 AM

Been thinking while i was mapling, about how everyone in sec 2 changed.

I used to be so close and dependant on Peixuan; now, she doesn't even remember my phone number. Sq now has her own group of frens and frankly speaking, I dun even think that the group outing will ever materialize. As for Sinyee, I'm quite worried for her. I have totally no idea how in the world is she ever gonna survive with H2 maths with no A maths background. Same goes for Anusha.

All these happened just because we were streamed to different class.

The only fragments of the sec 2 friends who are close are just, well, Xiangyi, Stan, Zh, Hidhir and Colin. The rest just, I dunno, drifted apart.

As for my JC mates, they'll soon settle into their CT and just leave 06s08 to their memories. Or perphas, we'll just change too much for each other to accept. Or, everyone might be boggled down by tests and projects and just be too busy to meet up.

What really is friendship? Can it ever survive the test of time? How do you even define surviving the test of time anyway? Did my friendship with Sinyee, Anusha or even Sq survive it? If I should die 20 years later, will they even come to my funeral? What would they even remember of me 10, 20 years later?

I really am freaked by the future possiblities. Will the gap between my friends now widen because my poly life? Or will we stay together and, well, "survive the test of time"? Will I be their bride's maid? Or will we just drift away like everyone else did?

Crap, I miss Hidhir's satristic humour. Why in the world must he go to JC??!! =(