Manipulate!

// Thursday, January 18, 2007 11:00 AM

Have you heard an emo person trying to cheer another emo person up?

Well, don't. It only makes you feel worse.

Sometimes, I dunno if I'm damn suay or damn heng-to be paired with 2 extremly talented people who I have no idea how work with.

Sometimes, I feel like giving up. I even feel like crying. The only thought that makes me continue this long route is the fact that I want to prove everyone wrong. That they are not worthy of my tears. That I'm strong enough, even with the mounting adversities.

I knew that it would be hard. But this hard? That I never expected. With the studion time ticking down, sometimes I wonder if I had made the right choice.

Yes, it's a nice song. Really, they're really talented. Just... I guess you know it. I guess even they know about it themselves.

Perhaps it's my fault for not having enough faith in them. But faith is an easily exhausable resource, and I've just used up my reservoir of it. Maybe I should be more understanding, since the song's singer is sick anyway.

I guess what irks me is that he actually FORGOT that there was even a studio recording today. With him down, I have no idea what to do with that 4 hours.

How to get it done, will any one enlighten me?

I remember my sis saying that once someone slacks during a project, she'll never forgive that person and will never work with them again. I thought that was harsh, but now, it seems right. In fact.. Argh, nvm

Great lords above, Jesus, Kuan Ying Ma, Garnesh and Allah, show me a direction ASAP. Or at least before my assignment is due. I promise that I won;t try and ke kiang and try to work with someone new. I'll stick to the tried and tested ppl like Ginny, ST, Min Ru, Deon and PL.

I'll be glad when this assignment is done.