Manipulate!

Never Again

// Saturday, May 05, 2007 12:28 AM

I really don't know how I should react to all the situations. I nearly blew up in front of Mandric today. =P Opps, think he never seen me so agitated before.

Sometimes, being the observer sucks. Because everything is so clear to you, you are just torn between laughing at them or slapping both parties. I even find it laughable tt I, being such an opinionated human being, could even last being an observer for so long.

As for YOU, the stupid asshole who has throughly screwed up my beauty sleep routine..

Stress is what we ALL have. I'm sorry to sound mean or crass, but if you cannot handle it then, BOO-FUCKING-HOO to you. Don't say that we are not in your shoes so we don't know how stressed you are because you know what, I'M PROBABLY IN A MORE STRESSFUL SITUATION DEN COMPARED TO YOU. You know what, you brought it upon yourself. So go and deal with it ~~like a man~~!

And it;s not like you don;t know. Emoness solves nothing. It's nice to indulge in a big pool of self pity but enough is enough.

And your plans to solve it.. I don't know if I shd prepare a backup plan to save YOUR plan. Yes, that's how worried I am. You can go embarass yourself during a National Com for all I care but I don;t wanna tarnish MY reputation, thank you very much.

There's so much that I wanna say, but self censorship wins. As you can see, there's only one vulgarity in the whole post. It shows how much I have restrained and backspaced. But this time, I don;t know why I am censoring so much.

In fact, I don't know why I bother. Is this the first time this has happened? No. Did I expect this? Yes.

My paitence's wearing thin now. I'm PMS-ing so I guess you know what you should do ehh. Push me a lil bit more and I can assure you that you would rather die.

Even hell fears the fury of the woman. And I might not even be the only one that explodes.

In the words of Yonghui and the MIT guys- You GG liao.

Labels: Ramblings