Called: Joanne
Alter Egos: Ellinix. Centuaris. Mad girl.
Was formerly from: Griffiths Primary. Sembawang Primary. Riverside Secondary. SP DMIT
Is in: The unemployed category
Appeared: 16 June
Craved AKA B421 list
candies, spotlights, and the chocolate shop
Ability to Sew
Knitting & Crocheting
Yamaha Grade 5 (Electone)
ABRSM Grade 5 (Violin)
Driving License
Some (good) reputation
Job!
BALLOON SCULPTURING!
To have BMI of 21
Friends & Family to remain as they are, happy & lovely
Sometimes I look at myself and wonder what am I doing there.
It's weird how the performance and MUST's chromatic modulation( Yes, of ALL things, MUST!) made me interested in music once more and how today's performance made me resent the thought of school again...
It's funny how it works. I found fulfilment in PJ, but not acceptance. I felt like a sore thumb, sticking out of nowhere. But in DMAT, I found acceptance, I found friends whom I love so much and yet... The sense of fulfilment everytime I complete a music piece is gone...
And I even killed a violin. Woah, what a fantastic music student.
And I hate the term music student. It's the way they say it... The music student. Everytime I hit a wrong note, they'll always say, EHH, WRONG LAH, you MUSIC STUDENT LEH.
I am a person.
I am a music and audio tech student.
I am not the music student.
It's just like saying you are the JC person. So shouldn;t you be a nerd and retreat to your world of mathematics and what-nots.
And I especially hate it when she does it to me.
I know you care and I hate to see the disappointment in your eyes. But what if I don't wanna be the music student anymore. What if I wanna be just a student who's better then the norm? I just can;t perform everytime I think about the standards that I have to uphold everytime I see you.
