// Saturday, January 26, 2008 2:32 AM
I guess I have something to confess...
Throughout my Primary sch days, I was usually labeled the "problem kid" in class.
And because of that, I always have the tendency to get very defensive. Why? Because I always got blamed for things that wasn't done by me at all.
Everytime an argument broke up between me and the classmates(they really don't even count as friends. If only the teachers could hear them when they gossiped. Venomous is too mild a word to use on them), the teacher would ALWAYS side them, not even bothering to hear my side of the story.
It was really that terrible in my p3 and p6 days that I really have nothing good to say about those days at all. Man was I glad to leave SPS.
Moreover, since my parents weren't around to bother about what I did during my youth, I was always free to do whatever I wanted.
Spare the rod and spoil the child...
Perhaps I really am spoiled- I was never whacked before and was scolded quite rarely.
Thus, I really hate it when people start raising their voices at me/ questioning me. Any hint of it and yes, I turn into Miss Porcupine.
Piss me off more and I turn into Miss Bitchy.
I snap and I bite... A lot.
I know you all care, I know that it is an even worse habit to have. But knowing is one thing, correcting it is another thing all together.
I really thought that I had it covered but the nonsense started again.
It's only the rare few- some DMATers, close friends and family, that can take these nonsense.
Which is why I strongly refuse to get into any relationship. I'll probably kill whoever that cares.
So to all whom which I snapped at, I'm really sorry.
To my BUMS group, I know I acted terribly during the last few days and for that I really apologise. I hope whatever I have done wouldn't compromise your marks.
I'm terrible, sorry.
