// Wednesday, August 26, 2009 3:52 PM
Today, I'm so superbly stressed that I am about to chew off my own fingers. Afterall, fingers = no need to hand in work! But but nonsensicality aside, I really wondered a lot today.
I wondered if people can actually change. I wondered if I was not doing enough to make me a better person. I wondered if I would actually be able to finish & not screw up this project. I wondered what I would do after this. I wondered why I didn't trust that you love me more then I believed you would. I wondered if you were better. I wondered what made you lose all hope. I wondered if you had hope back. I wondered if you and him will ever make up. I wondered if you got that job. I wondered if your parents are alright. I wondered if mummy had a solution. I wondered if you guys ever knew how much I love you all. I wondered if we will be in each other future.
Why do we think so much? Because we spend so much time thinking that we always wind up having too little time actually doing what we think we want to do.
Still...
I really hope there's enough time, I can't screw this up.
Sorry Peiling if I sounded super brash just now. Many many things to complete.
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